Meaning

What does it mean to be?

alone.

Amber breaths and clear veins
Is all I am.
          I am
what?

Exactly this:
Golden promise and bleak reality
the acrid pit within a sweet fruit
                      A sunset lost before the sunrise

And on whose tails do I ride?
As the red sea batters me.
As the warm juniper envelops
Amor fati.

I stand upon this Nordic Rock,
with only my thoughts to guard
Me. And what is Me?
        burdened with freedom.

When I turn - no one.
when I look - nowhere.
who I am?
alone.